VioletAddler

It's all in my hand The numbness and lack of pain Over used and over looked My pinky has gone insane All I had is taken Zipped up in it's case My pinky is immobile Yet it slaps me in the face It taunts me while I write It laughs while I sleep I thought we were friends But my pinky is a creep For six weeks it lies healing My nerves will rebind But now I know it's truth My pinky is unkind

On a night when the moon falls Stars drop into my mind On a day when the sun calls With rays to make me blind With cracked black ice below me I'm looking to the sky All the clouds are lonely But they look me in the eye The ground is engulfed in nothing Balance does not exist I'm still looking for something But it's lost down in the mist Nights and days roll by by this place But time is not in reason Here there's no such thing as pace No such thing as a season Everyday remains attached To the one that came before it What is torn stays unpatched Nothing ever gets sorted Everything is a reminder Of a confusing deja vu Every

The world is not unisex Nothing really is Sugar coated in special effects The world is all his I'll do what I want anyway I'll push equality on you You won't tell me what to say Or control what I do Life is like a box of chocolates Sometimes the fillings suck Hide your hate inside your lockets You won't ever find your luck I can vote and drive I'm part of your wars Your life is my life So stop calling it yours

Wake up in the light The whole room is moonlit There's a purple shine on you On the edge of the bed you sit I can't see your eyes But I know they ache You wring your used up hands I have to watch you break I don't want to speak I still just want to watch you I can hear you breath And you don't have a clue I try to recall how I got here This room now holds so much I wish you would turn around You're too far away to touch

We are the voices coming from the basement The ones who remained unheard We are the voices who were thrown away Into our basements we were lured We made the best of our time down here We reached down into our cores Now we are ready to come back upstairs We're ready to kick in all the doors We've been left and alone and ignored But now we will resurface We will leave the basements where we found ourselves We will emerge with a purpose We leave behind the days of silence We have finally found our voices We will find our places in this new world We will make our own choices When society tries to rule us We will have something to

Sucked in through your mouth Breathed out into the air Billows of toxic smoke Blur my locked on glare Sunglasses shade your eyes From the night-light sun All that you have been through And you're still the only one Your heart is still beating But your life is already dead There's no known compensation For all that you have bled I wish I had something to give As I'm breathing in your smoke I would give you my soul But mine already broke